ebonicsoliloquies:

“pleasure turns to the pain, lessons learned from the strain. questions burned in my brain… about whether love is humane, in its touch. these thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream, in the tears of your deceit. fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos, of our intertwined emotions. chaotic because the anchor of Erros’ arrow has been plucked from the vessel of my undying infatuation. separation not as simple as the distance between us. my mind no longer possessed by demons that have been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies. the seeds of these lies rooted so deeply, they have cracked the foundation of what we once shared. allowing the faith in us i had sealed inside to gush out like a river, ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts as violently and as brutally as if it were a child. being taken from its mother’s arms, i’m left surrounded in darkness but i refuse to be swallowed by it. my lonliness like the night air, invisible to the eye. obvious to the touch, it is cold uncomfortableness. yet if i could do it all over again, i’d do it in the same skin im in. to lay down and let love die. just stay down and let love lie? no, no… not i. i’d stay around and let love fly. even though i have seen its darkest form; deceit. nothing else could taste this warm or feel this sweet…”

ebonicsoliloquies:

“pleasure turns to the pain, lessons learned from the strain. questions burned in my brain… about whether love is humane, in its touch. these thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream, in the tears of your deceit. fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos, of our intertwined emotions. chaotic because the anchor of Erros’ arrow has been plucked from the vessel of my undying infatuation. separation not as simple as the distance between us. my mind no longer possessed by demons that have been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies. the seeds of these lies rooted so deeply, they have cracked the foundation of what we once shared. allowing the faith in us i had sealed inside to gush out like a river, ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts as violently and as brutally as if it were a child. being taken from its mother’s arms, i’m left surrounded in darkness but i refuse to be swallowed by it. my lonliness like the night air, invisible to the eye. obvious to the touch, it is cold uncomfortableness. yet if i could do it all over again, i’d do it in the same skin im in. to lay down and let love die. just stay down and let love lie? no, no… not i. i’d stay around and let love fly. even though i have seen its darkest form; deceit. nothing else could taste this warm or feel this sweet…”

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